Grief Share Help for the Journey

Not going to do those anymore. The theme is the same. God is with me, He will help me, He will answer my prayer for comfort. Why is He going to start all that now? What makes that prayer today any different than the fact I have prayed that during Tracy's illness. I want better answers, better solutions.

If one more person says what does not kill us makes us stronger, I will punch them. Why do I need to be so strong? Am I about to have to pull a car off of a baby?